ON MY WAY BACK........

Its been a while for a lot of things. I've been trying to be who i was three years ago for the last two. Trying to recreate a wealth of moments in time that i thought were some of the best in my lifetime. I held them so close and sought out deja vu in my sleeping dreams. And any Something magical to put me back on track. They became my heartstrings. The fibrous keys to my emotional vault. And i all i wanted, was to sort through each one, and live it again. No such luck. I became frantic and obsessed. I was losing it with my head against the pillow. And a hand to shield out the light disturbing my recollections. I couldn't see the 'caution,dead end' signs ahead.